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I think I still love him. After all this years. When people talk about love his face appears immediatly in my head. I feel like I'll never find someone like him, serisously. Otherwise I would have found already. My best friend says that we were made for each other and that he's with the wrong person. He just doesn't know yet. Honestly, I think like this sometimes, but it sounds so unreal at the same time that I just feel like an idiot. Maybe that's just what I am. An idiot that will die alone because she can't find a boy that she loves more than this one. It's so weird, I just feel like he's the one. I don't know what else to say, I'm just so confused, I don't know what to think anymore...