"I miss you
When I close my eyes
That's when you're near"
I miss you in every breath take, in every second I dream, in every moment I live... Without you, my life isn't the same... I feels so cold and dark everywhere I look, and when I look at your old house (every day, actually) I have to hold my crying and I almost eat my lips, just not to cry! When I go to that old park, I remember that night, when we tried to pretend that we knew how to skate... And I miss eating popcorn with cola, and I miss watching The O.C with you, and I miss watching Michael Jackson's live in Bucharest with you, and I miss watching Tenacious D - The Pick of Destiny with you... I MISS YOU, in fact!
"This is the life" ---> Yeah, I know, but life's so fucking stupid! I'm tired of waiting, and I CAN'T wait until the summer, I need you now, I need you in January, or I think I'll die!
"Please don't go away, I need you now"
Too late, you're already gone. But, I wish you could come back! I REALLY REALLY wish that!
So, here I am, writing in a stupid blog, about you my friend... again! But I can't stop to write, because there is SO much to say about you! I could write a book about you, and that would never be enough to describe our moments. I miss you more that everything, I think about you everyday of my boring life. Even when it's suppose to be funny, It's just boring, 'cause you're not here. And, right now, I don't care if I wrote something wrong, I'm just saying what I feel, how I really feel inside. I feel empty, I KNOW that something's missing, and, this time, and know what's that thing: You! I'll always remember you, 'cause it's impossible to forget someone so important to me. You're basically an really important part of my life! You're the happiness, the smiles, the laughs, the sadness, the loneliness... You're everything I need to be happy, and when I'm not, you just make me feel good and precious. You're my soul sister, and I will never let you go, 'cause I love you, NO MATTER WHAT!
"Soul sisters <3"